1 OUT OF 7 BILLION
The true study of Kabbalah was never meant for all mankind. Kabbalah was actually meant for those who had the ability to let go of all preconceived notions about reality and existence. Kabbalah was meant for those who had the courage to wage war on the inside, not the outside. Once such a person has attained a certain level of transformation, and therefore, true wisdom, they are meant to share Kabbalah in simple ways with the rest of the world, in a manner that is understandable and practical for all.
So if you are on this path, if you are fighting the good fight, including all those urges to quit the path every week, stop and appreciate that out of 7 billion people you are studying the truths of all truths.